I've never wanted...

I've never wanted that you hate me....
i dont know why you are ignoring me....i understand
that everyone makes mistakes... i want that you can see me just like a good memory...
Im sorry...but im not ready to love someone else...
and i tried to be in love again...but i couldnt....
because...my heart is still belong with him...he conquered me
at the first time..and I cant forget all that he made me feel
...I thought that he was my perfect boy...my unic and real love
until he broke my heart...that was when i decided that Im not going
to love AGAIN.....
I dont want to play with you...because...i loveu..but not enough..
I remember...How it feels that pain...i know...how i cry...x(..i just can try to believe in this feeling even this can last....a lot.....i hope that you can understand me...if not...i'll understand too
I hope that you can read it....and that u can make me know it...
just like before...ring my cellphone...I'll try to be for u....I like to keep promises...
And i hope the same about you...I dont want to be perfect for u...i spent a lot of time
in someone who dont see me....but again..im not ready to love...
and i dont know how someone can understand it...if i dont understand again anything...